Saturday, February 21, 2009

ultimate scamper


y do i love u?
i don't know!
i love u...
that's all i know!!

funny, its becoming...
do i have any love left in me?

i have given u my all
n u've chosen to be free...

left behind in this dark,
i can see more clearly

i am bleeding

the wounds have bore deeply

this time i thought, oh y?,
ur goina stay!
abandoned, when u were,
my last gleaming ray
beautiful ur sacrifices!
and now, here, what's my fault?

for no reason u called me fake!

is it over? i'm still on a hault!!
do i need my time?
or have i already decided?

u said u loved me too
was it so frail to have subsided?
nothing's appealing to me now

everything hurts coz its all fine
inside there's such a turmoil
the reasons, the lines... undefined!
what have u done?
i wont ask y?
ur reasons r urs only
but u didn't even say "Goodbye"!!

everything has reached limits

i've jumped off the las precipice!
the only love of my life
has become my extreme vice!!

would i have to scamper
and collect my pieces again?

shattered worse than a mirror
i can't even feel the pain...
no tears came this time
the loss is far too great

teach me a last lesson, plzz...
teach me how to hate!!
what did i do wrong?
even the question isn't strong
but i'm not questioning u...
i've been thinking loud for so long...

u must b right...
i can't even take a stand

it has been quite a blow

i'm unable to understand...
left my hand,

yes u can very well go

even if i beg, u won't stop

and someday, even i might forgo!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

god, mahi!!!
know wat? dat other blog is like an extension of this one....
shit!!!
but m here, if dat helps

MAHI said...

thnx!!