Dreamzzzz.....

we shouldn't have kissed
i knew it'd be the last we'll have
u shouldn't have reciprocated
i know all what i cannot have...
reading b/w the lines, i knew
i was never the prime
did i demand anything?
then how did we become ashes and wine?
sometimes the questions should just be
ur not here to provide the answers
images suffocate my resolve
the past is now a sketchy picture
lier? ditch? or cheat?
what name have u given to me?
i know nothing would matter
shall i just let it be?
its hard now, 'coz i dream of u...
every waking moment!
i dream of u...
when my sleep offends.
i dream of u...
and i know i'd never repent...
i dream of u...
these dreams wouldn't end!!

i'm so frail for u
that i can't even cry
one day i thought i'd ask u,
"don't let me go even if i'd say goodbye"
oh! but here, its u on the move!
and i don't even have the courage
to stop u from going
i don't even know if this is disgrace!
things are ending soon
and i'd turn to be empty for sure!!
'coz the only resonance i had
is in my life no more!!
crawling back to where i was
the way is such a long road
i'm slowly losing my immune
and soon i'd run outta all i'd stored!!
i can't even see properly
i'm lost and forgotten to be deft
there would be nothing now
oh, wait, there's something left...
dreams of u...
can i keep them please!?!
i wanna dream of u
and let them be my disease.
in those dreams of u
u won't let me be down on knees
and when i'd dream of u,
i'd dream of us and won't let it cease!!

Just a Friend....

i knew u care
when i'd slit my wrist
and U went
through a nightmare!!

i knew i am important
when u sit by me
bring me smiles
rebuke me for being despondent!

i know i am a despot
for u, over ur heart
'coz every time i ask u anything,
u do it with a nod!!

i know u love me
when yesterday in the rains
u looked at me, and in an instance
u said, "set ur tears free"

u know u have a halo
'round ur head
so glowing that it brings
a sudden spring to my fallow!!

y do u do this?
y am i entitled to so much?
whenever i'm in dungeons,
how do u manage to bring bliss?

i feel its an unfair deal
u'll deny that, even that i know.
but i fell u really
lug me, with a great ordeal!!

sorry 'coz i hurt u
even now i am, i know
y u're so kind?
y don't u exclaim, "Phew"!!

singing songs for me
could've helped way back
but when u still do it,
u really sound funny!!

and. yess, how could i
forget ur famous gesture
when i thrust my poems in ur hands
and u keep rolling ur eyes!!

ur stupid, a dumb buff!
but i like u this way
when u're out to straighten things
and mess up all the stuff!!!

ok..ok.. too much has been said
but dare u comment
or ask me anything
i'm sure gonna leave u dead!!!