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i gasped as i kissed ur lips
sensuous softness, my heart in flips...
that soft tongue exploring me
quenching the thirst i'd let to be!
that tender caressing of my contours
the teasing rubbing of nose on nose...
ur hand seems so cold upon my skin underneath
even ur skin is so warm beneath...
the way u thrusted me on the wall,
ur d surest resurrection of 'em all...
ur leg, oh, how it parted mine
and we moved even closer, our eyes aligned!
the way u pushed back my hair from my face
u cornered me... ur arms, my only place!!
how u bent down to kiss the nape of my neck
fanning my desires, spec-in-spec...
the time must have stopped there, it seems
'coz those moments were each like an eternity!
again that throbbing dance of pulses when we smooched
it were not only mine, even ur senses were soothed!
didn't even know when we soared high...
perched upon the precipice of the last gleam in d sky...
so hard was it becoming to curb the unsaid
the creeping sensations swirling our heads!
as if a lightening struck us from its din,
u stepped back, still fighting urself, "Get in"...
i really rushed away from u, for i had to control
i guess in our different worlds, we sure were on paroles!
that charm couldn't end, it hasn't ended still...
though it makes me cringe, nostalgic and ill!!
my insides still crunch, i still can see...
demanding less than u gave, when u really lurched on me!!

i can still feel i'm shaking down inside...
its such a flush, i fail miserably when i try to hide...
have i become so addicted to u? i think so!
its u in my every moment, i cannot forgo!!
i don't care if, to u, i mean a thing or not...
i have started to just accept it all, somewhat!
can't be greatful anymore to any God who heard...
the prayers i prayed without being able to decipher!
i'm so profoundly in what is known as "love"
ur really my every answer, God sent, from up above!!