Wednesday, September 24, 2008

MY TEENAGE WRIST


THIS POOR TEENAGE WRIST OF MINE,

I PITY IT SO MUCH SOMETIMES!!

FOR THE BREAKUPS THAT I'VE ENDURED

FOR THE FRUSTRATION TIME AFTER TIME

SO MANY TIMES HAVE I SLIT THIS WRIST OF MINE...!!!

PARAMOUNT ANGER OVER UNSAID FEELINGS

THE FAILED ATTEMPTS AND THE TRIES

THE COMPETITION WITH OTHERS AND AMONG FRIENDS

SO MANY TIMES I'VE BROKEN THIS WRIST OF MINE

THAT NOW A BANDAGE OVER IT IS MY SHINE!!

THE BEAUTIFUL THINGS SO LOST

THE NECESSARY THINGS NEVER FOUND

THE CHANGING COURSES OF MY HEART

THE FEELING OF BEING NOT EVEN WORTH A DIME

AND WHO'S THE POOR VICTIM!?!

THIS LITTLE WRIST OF MINE!!!

THE TALKS OF SUICIDE

AND ALL THE CURSED ATTEMPTS OF SIN

I FEEL SO SORRY AND BLUNDEROUS SOMETIMES

FOR THIS POOR TEENAGE WRIST OF MINE!!!!

FROM A FRIEND.....

pepl....here dis one is from a friend of mine.....
and i'm putting his poem up here coz its good!! actually!!

LOST IN YOU
sleepless nights when i think of you
flawless lights when i dream of you
you are all over me , you live in me
theres nothing more than love to see.....
All I know is this happens to a few
all I know is that I am lost in you....
the moments that we spent together
and the smiles that i'll cherish forever
whether or not, you turn back and see
i'll be here where i now, am lost in thee....
all i know is that I LOVE YOU,
all i know is that i am lost in you...
whenever i breath,
i feel a debt i owe to you
breathing air was never so good like it is breathing you
it feels so good,it smells you,
24X7 now i am in your blues......
all i know is that i am breathing you
all i know is that i am lost in you...
being lost never felt like found
but now it does, it feels profound
i am happy that i am lost in love
so gladly i thank god up above.....
ALL I KNOW IS THAT I OWE MY LIFE TO YOU
ALL I KNOW IS THAT I AM LOST IN YOU.....
--LOVE VASHISHTH--
even on 2nd thoughts,,,,
he's good!!

........"LOVE"........

i read these lines somewhere,to which i can entirely relate to....
"I'VE MET A MAN AND FALLEN IN LOVE WITH HIM. I ALLOWED MYSELF TO FALL IN LOVE FOR ONE SIMPLE REASON:
I'M NOT EXPECTING ANYTHING TO COME OUT OF IT.
I KNOW THAT (one day) I'LL BE FAR AWAY AND HE'LL BE JUST A MEMORY... ITS ENOUGH JUST TO LOVE HIM, BE WITH HIM IN MY THOUGHTS AND TO COLOUR THIS LOVELY CITY WITH HIS STEPS, HIS WORDS, HIS LOVE"....
i could say its true coz not generally can you say that, "yes, one day my love would just be my memory."
seen a hell lot of people cry in love, cry for love and cry after love.... and i just dont understand one thing--
if u really claim dat it was love,then how can u cry over it?? how can u weep when the person u loved goes out from ur life!?!? why cant u just be happy that even if for some hours, some days, some weeks, or maybe for some months, and definitely for all those moments u spent together.... you actually felt "love"!!
why cant u feel greatful that somebody taught u how to belong to someone!?!?
but in reality, even though you'd promise yourself that you wont expect anything, still- just one message, just one call, just those right words you wanna hear, just that committment you need... just a little of this n just a little of that.... "i have given so much, reciprocate a bit".... duh!!
love doesnt need anything. love never does expect... its the mind which expects, and i think that love is from the heart!!
expectations soon turn into possession, and before you'll know... love would turn into a cage!!
i can differentiate love from a thousand things. i can compare love to a lot other "somethings". i can write about the moments i fantacise of love...but i just CANNOT define what is love or how it happens!?!?
all i know is that its like an uncontrolled rush which would just wash you no matter whatever walls you put around yourself....
all i know is that, for me, whatever i'm feeling right now is the most profoundly beautiful feeling i've ever felt... this feeling which can make me enjoy under an opaque sky, in the cold wid, on a cold surface, and feeling the shere pleasure of the cold air in my lungs...
for me, this rush that i'm feeling, which makes me go weak in my knees just at the thought of him....is LOVE.... for me, this amazing miracle which had the power to make me intense for my emotions....this could only be love....
and yes, I'M IN LOVE!! CRAZZILY!!!!