the days are so dull
and the nights spent in longing
losing it all over just on an issue
and once, i was scared of belonging!!
the envisioning of this frenzied mind
the cusps on the curb to lay down and die...
i hang on to the hopes held so deep
one day, we'll meet... but we'll also say "Goodbye"!!
coz i know these are shadow dreams
they take me to a bend
where there are we both, alone!
but, then, i know... I'm not even a friend!!
the pictures which come when i close my eyes
the provocative fantasies that are engraved...
i don't know if i'd want them or not
but towards them, i feel so enslaved..
it comes naturally to me, like the air to the lungs,
the desire, the need, the knowing that there's just you...
but time 'n' again, i'm thrown alone with them
drowsed in all the agonising shades of blue!!
coz i know that these are shadow dreams
yet they take me away to a bend...
where i'm just yours, and you are mine...
but, then, i know-- i'm not even a friend!!
