Y is it there?

looking at the distant horizons
there was a time when ur breaths filled my lungs!
ur fingers played with my hair
n ur lips filled the partings of mine...
i reminisce! its all i can do right now
u don't even bother if i am
where is the closeness i ache for?
am i supposed to be undone this way?

i know u think i would understand
n yes i do, but oh! i wish i couldn't
at least my ignorance won't make me love u more
but i'm not even ignorant, what a pity!?!
i wish there was a way we can be together
and share a moment that would complete me
there is an emptiness, does it happen or it doesn't?
i'm mindless, yet i'm losing all my sane!

there is a want that paralyse my reasons
yet i won't give up...suddenly, i'm full of hopes!
i was never like this
maybe coz nobody was u...
they say it happens... but when will i believe it to be true!?!

Pine!!!

do u see that star by the side of moon?
i wish we can be like that just so soon...
i keep gazing, a distant dream in my eyes
u near, so near, just here by my side!
oh! but i know that u are not here
y is there this distance b/w us? its unfair!
r u even feeling how much i pine?
how much i wanna hold u and call u mine??

oh baby...
the nights don't end
and the days don't start
its like the middle of nowhere
and i feel lonely at heart
so, what am i supposed to do?
and how am i supposed to feel?
when my craving doesn't end
and nothing seems real!!
aren't u coming?
aren't u passing- by?
I'm aching to hear u again
even if all u do is, call up and say "Goodbye"!!