Thursday, September 25, 2008

OH! SO SWELL!!


OUT OF ALL D THINGS I HAD IN MY MIND
U WERE D MOST AGGRESSIVE OF THEM ALL
U JUST CAME RUSHING BACK TO MY THOUGHTS
EVEN IF I'D TRIED TO PUSH U AWAY N FAR.
U DON'T LET ME REST
AND EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES
YOU ENGULF MY EVERY DREAM
WITH ALL YOUR CHARMS....
I HADN'T BEHAVED THIS WAY
SINCE TIMES, FORGOTTEN!!
TO HAVE BEEN POSSESSED SO FREELY
THAT IT HURTS TO THINK OF SOMEONE ELSE...
MAYBE LOVE IS THAT WAY ONLY
THE ONE I HAVE FOR YOU
SINCE I'VE BEEN SO DENYING MYSELF
TO HAVE BEEN WANTING YOU...
YOUR WANT RAISES ITS HEAD
TIME & TIME AGAIN
TILL I ACCEPT FOR SURE
THAT, YES, I'M FOR YOU...
ITS INSANE, YOU KNOW,
THAT ITS BEEN ALL THESE DAMNED YEARS
SINCE I'VE FELT A LONGING
A DEEP, CURBING FEELING
AND NOW WHEN I THINK OF YOU....
GUESS I'M GOING MAD
COZ AFTER ALL YOU'RE NOT MINE...
BUT I AM YOURS
AND THAT'S ENOUGH,
ITS FINE
NOBODY HAS CAPTIVATED ME
SO MUCH SO, TO HAVE LASTED
FOR SO LONG, AND HELL!!
YOU DIDN'T EVEN KNOCK ON D DOORS OF MY HEART..
STILL YOU'RE SO A PART OF ME...
MY LONGING_
MY DESIRE_
AND EVERY THOUGHT OF ME....
ITS EVIDENT FROM THE WAY
I TALK OF YOU
AND I IMAGINE YOU TALKING TO ME
LIKE I'VE IMAGINED NO-ONE ELSE!!
I NO LONGER ASK FOR YOU
NOR DO I EVEN HOPE
THAT ONE DAY YOU'LL ASK FOR ME
I THOUGHT "IT" WOULD FADE WITH TIME_
THE DIN OF ALL THESE MEMORIES...
BUT IT SEEMS TO ME NOW
THAT THE "MEMORIES", AS THEY SEEM,
WAS & IS & WOULD ALWAYS BE
MY ONLY LOVE, AFTER ALL!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

damm gud!!