Y is it there?

looking at the distant horizons
there was a time when ur breaths filled my lungs!
ur fingers played with my hair
n ur lips filled the partings of mine...
i reminisce! its all i can do right now
u don't even bother if i am
where is the closeness i ache for?
am i supposed to be undone this way?

i know u think i would understand
n yes i do, but oh! i wish i couldn't
at least my ignorance won't make me love u more
but i'm not even ignorant, what a pity!?!
i wish there was a way we can be together
and share a moment that would complete me
there is an emptiness, does it happen or it doesn't?
i'm mindless, yet i'm losing all my sane!

there is a want that paralyse my reasons
yet i won't give up...suddenly, i'm full of hopes!
i was never like this
maybe coz nobody was u...
they say it happens... but when will i believe it to be true!?!