Wednesday, December 24, 2008

INFECTIOUS


can't even scribble properly
no thoughts come to my mind
it's almost like i've crossed decades
and left myself far behind!!
these lonely roads towards Nothing
are wary, now, of my tedious steps
these winds, the sun, the moon, the stars
they all know that for me, nothing helps
the faded smiles, this lame heart
the running away from the jargons of life
finding one cold burrow, to be left alone
where happiness no more seems to be hyped!!

...Infectious...
my soul and my mind!
...Infectious...
these feelings of another kind!
...Infectious...
aficionados towards the pain!
...Infectious...
the grief hits back again!!

all those accessories of sedation,
have failed to fake an illusion
of this world and of my friends
of people searching for no solutions!!
drowned in the guilt of no sin done as yet,
all clones mock and laugh at me
and then there's my sublime faith_
it would all fade away-- let it be!!
yet it does not go, it stays right here
i'm not happy, yet i'm not in blues
i'm just so writhered and so disgusted
i'm so hollow inside and i blame you!!

...Infectious...
those lonely nights i woke up for you!!
...Infectious...
the swollen eyes, my bad blood, blue!!
...Infectious...
the craving i have for these reasons new!!
...Infectious...
the bluddy fact that I STILL NEED YOU!!

Saturday, December 20, 2008

NATURE TALKS......

so many times i have walked
that long road to my house...
alone,under the grey sky
with cold wind blowing, ah! my muse!!
sometimes that cold wind
soothes the deep burns inside
sometimes its like a whiplash
on all those thoughts i cannot subside!
sometimes i feel like the autumn leaf
so frail and devoid of its roots
carried away on the cold shoulders
burried somewhere, sacrificed for new fruits!
so many times these dense grey clouds
act as my cover from the Almighty God..
so that i do not shy away from confessions
the unbearable mistakes of this sod!!
when sometimes my i-pod runs outta batteries
i climb to my terrace in search of evening birds
their loud chirping talks with their friends
seem like music, as i adore the blossoming buds

Nature, Nature....
how carefully she wraps me in her beautiful arms
talking to me, listening to me, fanning me with tender gusts
Nature, my Mother....
so identical, so loving and selfless in their affection
caring for a freak like me...dripping with emotions!!!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

HYBRID


this pain is so dumb
i find myself go numb
and the irony is that i still smile!!
these frail emotions,
surpassing all commotions
and someday,
my madness was worthwhile!!

these deafening voices
of all my vices
call me, scathe me
and avenge for my mind
this hybrid theory
of my internal gory
shuts me off from you
leaves my eyes blind...

its so intoxicating,
the blending of pain
and masochism, free ride!!
its so demeaning,
the smiles i still fake
creating my dungeons to hide!

this hybrid theory
of my internal gory
shuts me off from you...
so come like a rain
in my garden of disdain
and wash my winter snow so blue...

you know, here without you,
even these damned thoughts seem new!
and heaviness sets a certain desire...
you knew i need you, yea!?!?
still my voice couldn't convey,
how this want set me on fire....

this hybrid theory
of my internal gory
shuts me off from you...
so come like a breath
in the gasp of my death
and feel what i've held so true.....

Thursday, December 11, 2008

PRAY....


THE SMILE FADES AS I SEE YOUR FACES...
SO HELPLESS AND AGONISED
IN EXTREME TRAUMA, YOU STILL FIGHT
YOUR HOPES AND PRAYERS LEAVE ME SURPRISED!!

UNDER THE SHADOW OF THE TERROR,
YOU ALL HAVE THE WILL TO SURVIVE.
ALONGWITH THE RESCUE FORCES,
YOU FIGHT YOUR OWN FEARS AND STRIFE...

I WISH THE WORLD WASN'T SUCH-
WHERE EVERY MIND WOULD BE SCARED
I WISH THERE WERE NO MORE TERRORISTS,
INSTEAD WOULD BE THE PEOPLE WHO'LL CARE!!
I WISH NO CHILD WOULD BE ORPHANED,
BY THE BRUTAL PLANS OF FANATICS...
I WISH THERE WOULD BE NO BLOODSHED...
BECAUSE OF A HANDFUL OF LUNATICS!!

ITS TIME NOW WE COME TOGETHER AND PRAY-
PRAY FOR A BETTER WORLD, PRAY FOR PEACE,
PRAY THAT WE ARE NO MORE SCARED TO COMBAT THEM,
PRAY THAT THIS Jehad, THESE Crusades, THESE FANATICS WOULD CEASE.....