.......GONE!!!!!

how i searched far and wide

by the beach, watching the tide

everyone watched how i cried

inside.... my soul died!!

wondering why things always fall apart

how i long for a fresh new start

for the pain has made its mark

and my heart is in so dark..

tears fall from my eyes

from hearing everyone's lies

inside, my heart dies!!

i look at you

wondering what i'll do!?!

my wants are, but, few

still, you haven't got a clue

you leave no words at all

a dumb silence for my call

and i grasp at blindness in dark...

the feelings are still there

even after knowing no-one cares

all everyone does is stare

i give the last sigh of grief

for then i know its all over...

the memories fade to a shadow

for then i realise.....

I'M GONE!!!