bad-blood!!!

sometimes when i just sit down...
and push my brains into some rare thinking,
some thoughts then flash into my mind..
and i wonder if my my life's really stinking!?!


my stands are always questioned, i'm a declared addict!
my mind is contagious..and dark are my verdicts!!


its all in my head, yet, i can't explain..
its all in my wounds, still you won't see my pain!!


my mind is dead, my thoughts are gore..
i get enough poison to drink, yet i want more!!


i wanna see your limits, i'm holding hard on my nerve
you call me dark, yes..my aura is murk!!
you have questions to ask, but nothing i'd like to tell
you call me stubborn...yes, arrogance fills my every cell!!

its all in my head, yet i can't explain
its all in my wounds, still you won't see my pain...

i think it's a stinky sty you've made, and you call me unfit!!
i'm wasted in your world, you haven't even left my bit...

my mind has become dead, and my thoughts too gore..
i get enough poison to drink, yet, just gimme more!!!

(okk now....i know this is pretty much like an alien's account...!!)