BROKEN!!

song written by- Persei

lyrics & sung by-- ME!!!!

I FEEL TIED AGAIN

I CAN'T MOVE ANYMORE

THINK I'M DYING AGAIN

NO ONE CARES FOR ME....

ANYMORE....

I CAN SEE THIS MUCH

THAT THEY CAN'T SEE I'M CRYING

RATHER BE THIS WAY

THAN TO MAKE THEM FEEL DISMAYED

I FEEL BROKEN

BEING MISTAKEN

I FEEL CHEATED

BEEN MISTREATED

NEVER THOUGHT THIS FAR

THE THINGS I LOST WERE NEAR

LOST IN LABYRINTH OF TIME

THE ONLY REASON I THOUGHT TO BE ME...

TRIED TO OPEN MY EYES

TO THE UNREAL THINGS AHEAD

DAZED IN STRAIN OF MY ROT

MY HATE IS ONLY REAL, AS I SEE...

COZ,

I FEEL BROKEN

BEING MISTAKEN

I FEEL CHEATED

BEEN MISTREATED

I FEEL LOST IN PAIN

I FEEL MY ALL MIGHT IS DRAINED...

I FEEL BROKEN, AGAIN....

SOMEDAY I'LL FIND MY WAY,

WHEN I'LL BE FREE....

sometimes...Goodbye is the only way....

Goodbye!

one word, so easy to say, so hard to mean!

Goodbye!

one end... troubling you, killing me...

standing in the doorway of past,

outside, the life is dancing, moving fast...

Goodbye!

i say to life, i say to the memories, i say to myself.

Goodbye!

i close the doors, to light, close it down to any help..

Goodbye!

incredulously, i lose the battle waging within.

Goodbye!

i say to the attitude with which i've always been...

sitting in the dark corners of gloom

fading smiles, in the wintery bloom...

Goodbye!

i say to the dew drops resting on the flowers

Goodbye!

i say to my every tear shed upon all my scars...

Is it so easy, then?

when i know that i'm still there from where i should have left!

Is it so easy, then?

when i know how bad i feel when life's no more deft!

Is it so easy, then?

when i know that the cherished smiles won't let me be...

Is it so easy, then?

when i know that life is a stage, and my part, a soliloquy!!

Is it so easy to say "Goodbye!"

when i need a support to help me stand?

Is it so easy?

when i need you to hold my hand?....

i let out the last sigh...

for now i know, i'm worth no more....

Goodbye!!!

when i think about you.....(a teenage-love-fantasy!!)

if i only had two wishes,

one of them would be

to live my life with you--

just the two of us for eternity...

i'd share my secrets with you

you'd always be the one i'd need..

you'd be my life and companion so true!!

when i go-off to sleep

and when i wake-up each day

i yearn to be with you

its impossible to stay away...

i'd love being able to grow old

as long as we are together

i'd see through the wrinkles even

honey, i'd love you forever...

our lives would race by us

its always the good times that go-by so fast

we'd have so much to look back on

when our lives would have finally passed.

and this brings me to my second wish

the one that would ward-off my every strife..

to not only live-in my dreams with you

and be so happy all along my life..

but to be able, at the end of my life,

make you feel the feelings you see in me,

to be able to die in your arms...

and have you hold me eternally!!!

(ahem!! didn't know from where did it come to me!!)

Living In A Nightmare!!!!!

i dozed-off in sweet-dreams

just to be shaken by reality

i felt protected in my rugs

before being shuddered by adversity..

it started with a bliss

with a peaceful mileu around

then it became all red

people all dead on ground!!

the redness of blood...

the stink of decaying rout...

i couldn't find my voice,

i couldn't even shout...

the face of death..

oh! it was so dignified!!

took so much alongwith

and left the survivors horrified!!

i woke up shivering

avoiding the clock's stare...

time is mocking upon us,

fleeting by & leaving us with this nightmare!!

we've covered the reddened grounds

with buildings of metal & steel

we have become armoured clowns--

people who can no longer feel!!

we have covered the truth

but cannot reduce it to a lie

and it shows its brutal face time 'n' again--

when many are forced to die

we live on countless innocents

who were slayed & shot dead

we walk everyday upon victims

of some savage, criminal head..

who's to play the hero,

when everything's unfair??

who'll save us countless, coward mortals...

living in a nightmare!?!?

UNFORTUNATE LOVE

what is that we conquer

when we fall in love??

endless pain!

tearful eyes!

sleeplessness, or

monsoon nights!!

sudden shudder of chilly winds!

or unexpected flashbacks of someone...

who's not with you anymore.....

a hollow heart, or fazed mind

or regret over unsaid feelings...

a sorrowful life!!

feeling of being not alive,

nor dead....

love, at the end,

is a mesmerised,

sorrowful...

an unfortunate tale!!!

SOMEWHERE......

somewhere, the sun rises

and in my mind, i see you beside me

somewhere, i cradle the phone

your voice still lingers in my ears

can you still hear me? do you still see?

you're all that i have, and will always be!

somewhere the rain starts to fall

and in my heart, i hold you close to me

somewhere i reach out my hand

wanting your fingers entwined with mine...

can you still feel me? do you still see?

you're all that i want, and will ever need!

somewhere the birds begin to sing

and in my soul, i ache to have you near me

somewhere i breathe out a soft, lonely sigh

your whispers echo in my mind...

can you still touch me? do you still see?

you're all i dream about, and forever you'll be!

somewhere the clouds drift slowly by

and in my ears, i hear you laugh

somewhere i look shyly at the ground

your eyes meet with mine

can you still need me? do you still see?

you're all i care about, and it'll always be!

somewhere across thousands of miles

my eyes look to the stars and i smile...

and in an instant, i realise.....

YOU AREN'T MINE!!!

MILES......

TURNING IN THE SILENCE

TO SEE THE REMAINS OF THE DAY

VANISH IN THE DUSK

YOU'RE HERE ALL AT ONCE

YOU'RE REMEMBERED

BY ALL THOSE THINGS

WE DIDN'T SAY TO EACH OTHER

REPLACED BY SUPERFICIAL WORDS

OF SUPPORT

AND PROMISES

OF DAYS, MONTHS AND YEARS

ALWAYS LOOKING FOR YOU....

I DON'T SEE YOU BEFORE ME NOW

BUT YOUR SCENT IS HELD WITHIN

YOUR FACE IS HAPPY, BUT SILENT

AND I FEEL THE MILES INSIDE......!!!