TO BE A GIRL.....

(ITS FOR ALL SEXISTS AND RAPISTS...)

WHEN I'M SHATTERED TO BE TAKEN AS AN OBJECT
OF YOUR LUST, SUPERIORITY AND CRUELTY..
WHEN I'M DISGUSTED TO BE THE HOPE
OF BLISS, TOLERANCE AND NOVELTY..
THEN I'M SHATTERED TO BE A GIRL...

WHEN I WOBBLE TO BREAK AN IMAGE
OF PLEASURE PASSION AND FUN..
WHEN I'M HATEFUL AND MALICIOUS
TOWARDS ALL OF YOU I SHUN
THEN I'M DISGUSTED TO BE A GIRL...

WHEN I FEEL CURSED TO BE A SUBJECT
OF PORN, RAPE AND MOLESTATION..
WHEN I WONDER IF YOU LEARNT TO SIN
IN THE PERIODS OF YOUR GESTATION...
THEN ITS RIDICULOUS TO BE A GIRL...

WHEN ITS DEMEANING TO BE DISGUISED
AS AN OMEN OF DESPAIR..
WHEN IT GETS ON MY NERVE TO BE AMONG
THIS HOLLOW VANITY FAIR..
THEN I FEEL DEMEANED TO BE A GIRL...

WHEN MY OWN PEOPLE STEAL MY CHASTITY
STALKING MY MORALS AND INNOCENSE..
WHEN MY ACHIEVEMENTS ARE DOWNPLAYED
AND I'M RIDICULED TO BE INTENSE..
THEN I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF FOR BEING A GIRL...

YOU DON'T HEAR MY VOICE
YOU DON'T HEAR MY CRIES
YOU IGNORE MY RIGHTFUL CLAIMS
YOU OVERLOOK MY HARD TRIES...

YOU ENTER MY OWN HOUSE
MY PROTECTORS DISGUISED AS FUCKERS
YOU SCARED, ENVIOUS BASTARDS AND PIGS
YOU'RE UNBASHED IN EVEN RAPING YOUR MOTHERS..

YOU CALL YOURSELVES MEN??
YOU DIRTY BIS OF SHIT CRAP
YOU DISCRIMINATE UPON RELIGION AND SEX
JUST THE COVER-UPS OF YOUR VICIOUS TRAPS...

YOU PROJECT ME IN ALL FORMS OF OCCULT
YET YOU WORSHIP ME THERE 'N' THEN..
THIS WORLD, THESE HOMES ARE MY DECORATIONS
SO POLLUTED AND ABUSED TO HAVE SUCH SICK MEN!!

-SELF COMPOSED

THE ULTIMATE "WALLED CITY"

ILIVE IN THE "WALLED CITY"- WHERE SMALL PEOPLE LOVE IN BIG HOUSES AND BIGPEOPLE...WELL THEY LIVE NOWHERE!! HERE, THE PEOPLE ARE MORE THAN BUSY INSORTINGOUT THEIR SUPERFICIAL CONFUSIONS THAT RARELY SOMEONE HELPS THEOTHER...BUT YES,IF THERE'S A FIGHT, ALL GATHER THERE TO JUST WITNESSIT,CURSE IT, AND THEN TURNBRUTALLY HOSTILE IF IT BECOMES A POLICECASE...BUTHALF THE BLAME LIES UPON OURJUST SO CAPABLY CORRUPTPOLICE-DEPARTMENT ANDAN EQUALLY LETHARGIC JUDICIALSYSTEM.
PAST MONTH,THE NEWSPAPER WAS BOMBARDED WITH THE NEWS OFINNUMERABLE RAPES RANGING FROM A 60YR. OLD TILL A 6MONTH OLD...SHIT!! IS ITSUCHA SIN TO BE A GIRL?? AND WOULD YOU BELIEVE WHAT A POLICE WOMAN SAIDINA CASE OFA MANIPUR GIRL'S MOLESTATION!?! SHE SAID, "TOH KYA HUA?RAPE TOHNAHI KARA NA??SHOR KYU MACHA RAHE HO?" CAN YOU BELIEVE AWOMANSAYINGTHAT?? SHAMELESSWENCH!!
IDON'T KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE WOULD BE GOING BACK THEIR HOMES DISGUSTED ONTHESEVERY THINGS...THINKING ABOUT HOW AND WHERE TO BRING ACHANGE?
DELHI AIN'T THAT BAD...BUT SOME INCIDENTS HAPPEN WHICH MAKEME FEEL THAT MORE THAN THE CITY, THE PEOPLE LIVING HERE ARE WALLED. "YOU DOIT"IS THE MOST AVAILABLE PHRASE AND ALSO THE MOST DAMAGING ONE TOO. HOWCANONEVOICE MAKE A DIFFERENCE WHEN THERE ARE A THOUSAND AND ONEMORETOBRUTALLYSUPPRESS IT!?!
ITHINK THAT I'M IN NO POSITION TO ASK ANYBODY WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY UPTO COZIMYSELF HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING "BIG" AS SUCH...BUT I BELIEVE THAT SMALLTHINGSMAKE UP BIG DIFFERENCES...I DO MY SMALL THINGS IN MY EVERYDAYROUTINE...IT HELPSA LOT OF PEOPLE TO CHANGE THEIR MUNDANE THINGS...ANDBELIEVE ME, GIVING SOMEBODYA SMILE WORKS BIGTIME!!

AN OUTCASTE'S HITCH!!

MAYBE I AIN'T THE ONE

WHO FITS-IN YOUR WORLDLY SHIT

MAYBE I RIDICULE EXTENSIVELY

EVRY SPASM OF YOUR VIRTUAL FIT....

MAYBE I BLOW-IN THE SMOKE

ALL YOU ORTHODOX FAGGOTS!!

MAYBE I'M NOT THE ONE

THIS WORLD WOULD BEGOT....

MY CREED RUNS HEAVILY

OVER MY INTENTIONAL UNDERDOGS

MY PASSION OF REBELLION OVERCLIPS

YOUR DECORATED OBSCENE FOGS....

THERE'S ALWAYS ONE REBEL IN AN AGE

THIS AIN'T MINE TO BE

COZ REBELLIONS ARE NOTICED BY HOT-BLOODS

NOT YOU USELESS WANNABES...

MAYBE I'M ALL NUTS,

A HAYWIRE POPPED OUT BITCH

BUT I'M HAPPY TO BE AN OUTCASTE

THAN TO BE ONE HOMO WITH A HITCH....

WEDDED TO THE ORTHODOX CEREMONIAL RAPISTS

AIN'T MY EXACT VIEW OF A LIFE

GOVERNED BY THE LIMP EFFECTS OF SOME BREAST-SUCKER

TOO AFRAID TO FACE EVEN A MENIAL STRIFE....

IF THIS IS WHAT YOU CALL "THE WORLD"___

THANK GOD,

I'M AN OUTCASTE UNSWIRLED!!!

(MY OWN COMPOSITION....

YES,I'M A POETESS TOO!!)

DUNNO WHERE M HEADIN!!

SOMETIMES ITS EASIER FOR PEOPLE TO BE ASSOCIATED WID D ONES WHO'RE EMPATHIC TOWARDS THEIR OWN SHITS....

I DON'T KNOW IF ITS D CASE WID JUST ONE OR TWO,OR ALL...BUT I GUESS ITS AS BUGGING TO WHOSOEVER WHO FACES IT,AS ITS TO ME!!

WELL, I AIN'T A GAL WHO'S GONNA SOLVE EVERYTHING FOR DIS WORLD..BUT UNFORTUNATELY,PEOPLE TAKE IT FOR GRANTED DAT I'VE GOT EVERYTHIN HANDY WID ME DAT CAN MAKE THEIR LIFE BETTER,,,,MAYBE COZ I'M A PALMIST N A NUMEROLOGIST, EVEN INTO OCCULT...D SUPPOSED FUTURE TELLIN WEAPONS...

I THINK DAT I AM SUPPOSED TO SOLVE PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS...

ITS DISGUSTING TO BE KNOWN WIDELY...PRECISELY COZ THEN,U DON'T HAVE ANY GOTDAMN PERSON FOR U...N THEN EVEN UR BEST PEOPLE ARE UR BIGGEST EVNYING ASSHOLES!!

SEEMS M DAMN TIRED OF PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY N KICKASS...FORTUNATELY,I AIN'T DEPRESSED OUTTA IT AS YET...

MAYBE SOON WOULD BE D TIME WHEN PEOPLE WOULD STOP USING ME TO CURE THEIR ITCHES N ACTUALLY GIVE A THOUGHT DAT I TOO FEEL SHITS INSIDE MY DISGUISED HEART!!

I HOPE IT HAPPENS SOON