seeing so many people wasted and wounded, i wonder to myself, what am i supposed to feel?? shall i feel happy that i'm safe -or- shall i feel sorry for not doing anything??
watching films like "swades" and "rang de basanti"...getting a drive for a week, max!! and then, we all return to our daily monotonous lives with an excuse, "we have our workloads"...
i know i'm sounding too hypocritical, but somehow, these things do not leave the corners of my mind..
that day i watched those agonising clips of the Orissa Anarchy, and a particular clip which was played again and again, still has its impact on me... the clip was of a small boy of around 6-7 years, trying to revoke his dead father. the boy kept screaming, "papa, please utho na!!" (papa, please get up).... i don't know what happened to me, but soon i was in tears, silently sobbing, and asking myself, "what did this poor boy do to have deserved this??"
but the answer was very simple... the boy did nothing...and he's only facing this agony because nobody does anything. we stupid, meak bunch of scapegoats are just too weak to be united. for every true voice raised, there are a thousand more to suppress it. we go on blaming the government, the systems, the world....and anything and everybody who seems even a little more authoritative than us. and its so funny to note that we have grown so accustomed to keep blaming someone or the other that we never really care that its ultimately we people at the grassroot!! now when the base is so damn useless...what can one say about the structure built on it!?!? NO COMMENTS!!!
this is the festive season going on....and people are scared to go to the crowded places_ fearing another stampede or a blast.... FOOLS!!!!
whosoever guaranteed that their homes are safe!!??!
and its so annoying that a mere percentage of these cockroaches called "terrorists" can scare the whole of mankind till the bones!! sometimes their efforts seem really commendable!! its sometimes really wonderful to see how they misuse even the most foolproof technologies!! and that communicating through porn movies!?! what a brain to have found such means!!!
but then again, why to create terror for?? to gain some power or authority? these minds are so sick that if the world authority is handed over to them, they'll grow tired of it within a day... coz these sick minds find it amusing to slaughter people.... sick men with a more sickening mentality... and the most frustrating thing is that they hide their monstruous activities behind the veil of the ever-disputed Religion....
what is this place we are living in??
i feel sometimes, that ending the whole of mankind with a nuclear attack is the best option we are left with coz now even the Gods can't alter these diseased human wastes that we've become.....
